Hindi naman porket hinahayaan kita na saktan ako, uulit-ulitin mo na. Kapag may sasabihin ka, wag yung nanunumbat ka. Alam ko yung mga ginagawa ko at alam ko yung mga pinaparamdam ko sayo. Pero sana naman alam mong nasasaktan din naman ako. Wag yung magsasabi ka ng nanunumbat o nagpaparinig. Kung hindi mo gusto yung isang bagay, sabihin mo kagad. Hindi yung ganito na palagi ko na lang hahayaan na masaktan ako. Sumosobra na rin kasi minsan yung sakit eh.
Hay, my heart.
Isang buong taon sa Mapua.
Hindi ko alam ‘tong school na pinasok ko, pero I tried. Thank You, Lord, for blessing me with so much. You’ve given me more than what I deserve, and I’m very grateful. After one year, regular pa rin ako. Hindi ko man maabot yung scholarship para sa parents ko, napakita ko naman sakanila na pursigido ako. Isang buong taon akong All Blue. Marami rin akong pagkukulang, pero marami pang susunod na pagkakataon. Thank you sa friends ko na tinulungan ako; kayo yung laging nandyan lalo na kapag sumusuko na ako :) and sa family ko na lagi lang akong dinodown haha u guise anober =)) There were a lot of times na I tried to give up, but You were always there. Ahhhh my faith never fails me. Yay. Hindi man ganun katataas mga naging grades ko, atleast I had the effort to try. TYL for all the blessings!! ♥
2nd year here I come :”>
Started the day with laziness, as usual.
CWTS lang naman yung class, so nagdalawang isip akong pumasok. But then again, I promised my friends na papasok ako (I have an issue with people breaking their promises so I had to do mine), kaya I just had to go. Verification: wasn’t expecting a grade higher than 2.50 but got a 1.75 whoah thanks cool professor!
It’s cute how nagdrama ko sa previous post ko na I’m not really expecting anything from anyone this year and stated a lot of reasons why, then I ended up having a surprise from my friends. Lol you guys are the coolest okay. Yung balloon na letter S was a dream come true swear <3
Wale ft. Rihanna
To the man who never fails to make me happy: I love you.
Thank you for being the best man there is! You’ve been super ma-effort and super patient with me and wow.. Sobrang swerte ko sayo wow just wow. Thank you so much babe; for everything. I’ll miss you when this term ends.. :)
I’ve always thought of birthdays as something everyone should be celebrating. It only happens once a year (as well as Christmas and Holidays, but you get the point), so better celebrate it than let your special day just pass. I try to give something sa friends ko on their birthdays, may it be a simple letter or a gift. I also give surprises, pero when I have money lang hehe.
When it comes to my birthday, I choose to do the opposite. No parties nor celebrations. No one really notices my birthday anyway :( It makes me sad na kapag my friends’ birthdays are coming up, I try to prepare as much as I can. Pero when it comes to mine, no one even bothers. My college friends don’t even know when my birthday is, so I chose to keep it a secret, and hope for nothing. I’m used to it, anyway.
I’ve only been surprised once. It was sort of an advanced birthday gift, and I got to celebrate it with Pai, Kamille and Mary. Since magkalapit kami ni Pai ng birthday, they surprised us both with a cake! We had to slice it in half pa, but who cares? It’s the best surprise yet, ‘cause it’s the only surprise I ever got. :) :(
I celebrated once as well, during my 4th year in high school. Yellowcab, since birthdays are usually held there. That was the best celebration yet, ‘cause it’s also the only celebration I did. :) :(
I been receiving gifts naman every year since 2008 (until 2013) but all those were only from one person—the ex-boyfriend. Hahhhhh (Salamat sa limang taong pagsasama btw), so I’m sure naman na I won’t receive one from him this year diba =))
Not expecting anything from anyone, though. Not even from the current boyfriend, since we won’t get to see each other on the exact dates of our birthday. Huhu bwiset na schedule huhuhuhu. And as usual, I won’t celebrate naman. So what’s the point. Anyway, I might not even have classes on my birthday.. Guess I’ll be spending it alone.. Snuggling with my bed haha :( :( :(